Unworthiness

Sound Number 33

Description of sound

How often do we not allow ourselves to achieve, or even sabotage ourselves due to our own thoughts, and feelings, or the negative emotions and lack of our own self worth or unworthiness?

When we realise that these may not actually be our own thoughts and feelings, and that that they may simply be stored memories which have been locked into our cellular structure, we can release them.

Many of the thoughts, and feelings that we accept as our own are passed on down through  the Genetic Ancestral Line, at our conception and may have originated with Great Great Grandma, or Great Great Grand father or even further back, and have little bearing on who we are today.

These powerful sounds assist the body to release and resolve these retained memories and issues

Sound Length 4.32 minutes

 

How this sound came about

Many of my discussions with Susan brought up our own issues which needed to be addressed, and one of these was unworthiness. Now from my own perspective this was my unworthiness as a female.  I am the eldest of four girls and we were all told throughout the time that I was associated with the parental side of my family that we had been expected to be a “boy” Including the fact that we had all been destined to be named Robert Nigel.

Now having heard this almost daily for many years, I had little value of myself as a female and I had managed to rid myself of most of my female organs through one disease process or another before I was thirty. What a way not to identify with oneself as female

Constant criticism from one, and high expectations from the other of my parents exacerbated the whole sense of unworthiness, and a disastrous, [ other than in  it gave me two of my beautiful children ] relationship in my early twenties compounded the levels of unworthiness I felt in myself.

 Despite many amazing breakthroughs as I recreated myself as a person over the years there was still a part of me that held onto the feelings of unworthiness.

And so the Unworthiness sounds came about, are there still times when I have the odd twinge or memory of unworthiness, Yes there are, however they are no where near the levels they were. They are literally almost non existent now, and in recognising them as I write this I can work with them. So thank you susan for giving me this job to do, “ I think from memory it was you can write about how the sounds came about” It has been an interesting process of going back down memory lane ad re-looking at life. I thank you for being a part of my journey and for allowing me to share with you.

Comment from Susan - What can I say, I sometimes think that unworthiness is just an integral part of the human condition.  There are not many people who don’t have these feelings come up from time to time depending upon what they are dealing with or working on.  I have played this sound without exception to everyone who is happening difficulty with abundance and prosperity, usually along with deserving.  Remember, that it can take a little time for you to assimilate the sounds, you will only allow and accept what you are able at any given point in time.  But if you allow for at least the possibility of change - then this can very often be the key for expansion.

 

Availability of this sound

Available on The Sounds from Source Academy Membership site in a shortened version or consult a trained The Sounds from Source Practitioner

Combinations of use with other sounds

Retained Memories, Anxiety, Deserving, Releasing Limitations, Releasing Blockages, Blame Shame and Guilt, Deserving, Accepting Love

 

ABUNDANCE SOUNDS

 

I had a couple of really interesting occurrences after the “Abundance” sounds were played. 

Two weeks later I received a gift of $500.  Three weeks after this I was presented with $5000. 

My bank account is a lot healthier but I have also experienced abundance in other forms.

I feel an immense sense of gratitude and appreciation for the experiences that life presents

and for the wonderful people in my life.

 

 

MOVEMENT SOUNDS

 

I have had a drivers licence for 10 years and the feeling of anxiety that I experience

whenever I drive has been with me for the entire time I’ve been driving.  In fact, I had put

off getting my drivers licence for years because of this very fear.

 

After Sheila played the “Movement” sounds for me I found that the feelings of anxiety

and trepidation that I usually feel when I get into a car were completely absent. 

On the same evening, I had gotten myself completely lost whilst driving. 

The feelings of anxiety and fear that would normally have presented in this situation weren’t there at all.

 

 

COMMUNICATION SOUNDS

 

Most people describe me as introverted and a little stand-offish when they first meet me. 

I dislike drawing attention to myself and find public speaking extremely confronting. 

Whilst I’ve generally received positive comments about presentations that I’ve conducted,

 the discomfort and fear I experience have not abated. 

 

A few weeks ago Sheila played the “Communication” sounds for me. 

Two weeks later I was approached to be interviewed for a promotional

 DVD for a community agency that I work for.  I happily agreed to participate.

 

The feedback I received from my supervisor and the film crew was really positive. 

Whilst I experienced a little nervousness at the beginning of the day, this quickly

shifted and I felt comfortable about speaking and being taped.  When my

supervisor spoke about having a presentation evening to view the DVD I didn’t feel phased about that either.

 

The ‘Communication’ sound have achieved more than improving my communication

skills and increasing my comfort in being in group situations.  I feel more confident

and at peace with myself, and my interactions, whether with friends or strangers,

seem to be easier and more relaxed.  I feel a lot more connected to other people and to life in general 

 

Sheila has a depth of knowledge that is truly impressive.  

Her practical experience and life experience combined with her caring approach

and sense of humility provide an optimal environment for facilitating transformation.

I have no hesitation in recommending Sheila to friends and family as the results

I’ve personally experienced have been life changing. 

 

Lillian C.

 

 

My daughter was bullied at school in kindy - which affected her forming friendships

plus her personality changed from sweet and outgoing to more introverted and

she sort of had a ‘wall’ around her when meeting people - she also wouldn’t listen to

what was being said and became quite stubborn. Since Sheila has played the children’s behaviour  and communication sounds for her, she has become calmer, much, much, louder and happier and is returning to her old sweet self. 

Plus, she had an invitation to a birthday party last weekend!!

Thank you, I am amazed that something so simple can have such a great effect.

 

Susan M.

 

 

Since I have been listening to Sheila’s sounds with specific purpose, I have been feeling far clearer in my mind about my personal action and dealings, business relationships and expected outcomes.

 

Mark S.

 

 

“After spending 6 months and $20,000 on physical therapy and treatments

for injuries sustained from a car accident that were never healed, 2 hours and

$200 later with Sheila Kennedy and I was able to play sports again after 5 years.

I highly recommend Sheila to anyone who wants results above all else.”

 

Dan

Company Director

 

 

Sheila’s healing sounds have changed my life. We all have memories of

our past, some great and some not so great.

 

Working at a sub-conscious level I had done a lot of healing myself, however

there was a piece of my past I could not forget.  I had forgiven but no

matter how much I tried to move on I found myself always recalling this

memory.

 

When I discussed this with Sheila she played the Retain Memory sounds, and

to my amazement and relief this negative memory has been erased.

 

Healing, forgiving and letting go of negative experiences enables us all to

take our learning and move forward.

 

Sheilas sounds work at an even deeper level, erasing memories that can be

attached to the past. Sometimes we believe that holding onto these memories

is a form of protection, however all we are really doing is blocking the

real inner self from shinning.

 

Thank-you Sheila, now I am able to shine from the inside again.

 

Debbie C

 

 

I am writing to thank you very much for the work you have done on my family and I.

Especially on my daughter Jaimee. When Jaimee came to you she was really

struggling with her reading and school work in general. It has now been nearly three months and her concentration and reading has improved considerably. We have also noticed huge improvements in her energy levels and general well being.

This has had a huge impact on my family relationships and my general outlook on life.

Once again I would like to thank you for all your help and

I will be recommending you to all my friends.

 

 

Gavin W.

Melbourne

 

Dear Sheila,

Just a short note to express my gratitude to you for taking the

time to try to make a difference in my life. For travelling to see me, to encourage me,

to show me that beautiful warmth that you emit. Its hard to say meaningful things,

the words that come to mind usually find themselves falling short of the feelings

that I’d like to share and the things I’d like to say, but I want you to know that

“thanks” is one emotion that I take seriously and that it flows directly from my heart.

 

Thank You, 

From My Heart to Yours

 

Max R.