Unworthiness

Sound Number 33

Description of sound

How often do we not allow ourselves to achieve, or even sabotage ourselves due to our own thoughts, and feelings, or the negative emotions and lack of our own self worth or unworthiness?

When we realise that these may not actually be our own thoughts and feelings, and that that they may simply be stored memories which have been locked into our cellular structure, we can release them.

Many of the thoughts, and feelings that we accept as our own are passed on down through  the Genetic Ancestral Line, at our conception and may have originated with Great Great Grandma, or Great Great Grand father or even further back, and have little bearing on who we are today.

These powerful sounds assist the body to release and resolve these retained memories and issues

Sound Length 4.32 minutes

How this sound came about

Many of my discussions with Susan brought up our own issues which needed to be addressed, and one of these was unworthiness. Now from my own perspective this was my unworthiness as a female.  I am the eldest of four girls and we were all told throughout the time that I was associated with the parental side of my family that we had been expected to be a “boy” Including the fact that we had all been destined to be named Robert Nigel.

Now having heard this almost daily for many years, I had little value of myself as a female and I had managed to rid myself of most of my female organs through one disease process or another before I was thirty. What a way not to identify with oneself as female

Constant criticism from one, and high expectations from the other of my parents exacerbated the whole sense of unworthiness, and a disastrous, [ other than in  it gave me two of my beautiful children ] relationship in my early twenties compounded the levels of unworthiness I felt in myself.

 Despite many amazing breakthroughs as I recreated myself as a person over the years there was still a part of me that held onto the feelings of unworthiness.

And so the Unworthiness sounds came about, are there still times when I have the odd twinge or memory of unworthiness, Yes there are, however they are no where near the levels they were. They are literally almost non existent now, and in recognising them as I write this I can work with them. So thank you susan for giving me this job to do, “ I think from memory it was you can write about how the sounds came about” It has been an interesting process of going back down memory lane ad re-looking at life. I thank you for being a part of my journey and for allowing me to share with you.

Comment from Susan - What can I say, I sometimes think that unworthiness is just an integral part of the human condition.  There are not many people who don’t have these feelings come up from time to time depending upon what they are dealing with or working on.  I have played this sound without exception to everyone who is happening difficulty with abundance and prosperity, usually along with deserving.  Remember, that it can take a little time for you to assimilate the sounds, you will only allow and accept what you are able at any given point in time.  But if you allow for at least the possibility of change - then this can very often be the key for expansion.

Availability of this sound

Available on The Sounds from Source Academy Membership site in a shortened version or consult a trained The Sounds from Source Practitioner

Combinations of use with other sounds

Retained Memories, Anxiety, Deserving, Releasing Limitations, Releasing Blockages, Blame Shame and Guilt, Deserving, Accepting Love